Bonjour!
I am sitting in my room and I'm suppose to finish my Quiz questions but I just stuck in my mind and since the internet in this place working at the moment, so I decided to update the blog ^^
I have the urged to
write since months ago, but I was so busy with my work at school or I was too lazy so I can’t even
think of other else.
In my
last post this, I mentioned a lot of guilty pleasures that I have. #1 is books, then #2 is OUTFITS! Meaning is I love bags, shoes, clothes (tops, dresses,
shorts,etc)! *huff*
I’m
not sure when I started to like those things. If I recall my memory, I was a
tomboyish girl. I was like to wear jeans, an over-sized t-shirts only. I even didn't really care for what I put on my feet not even care with my hair. It was always
my mother who cut my hair until I was in grade 9 or more. I was a girl with a
lot of acne and scares all over my face before. It kinda made me feel shy to
myself.
I
can remember that I used to wear jeans jacket to college. ^^ I think, I started
to thinking about what to I wear when I was in grade 8. But I forget about it
when I was in grade 9 because most of my friends are boys. We did sport not
shop.
I
paid more attention to my hair for the first time when I was in the second year
of college time. I dyed my hair to blonde! The day when I showed up to campus,
my friends were shocked. hahaha… Soon after I’m making my own money, I start to
shop n hardly stop it now.
I dun
really have any particular style. I wear what I want to wear. As much as possible
I try to make myself comfortable. My no. 1 list to buy usually clothes. Tops
are the most. Too much I think! I have a cupboard, 2 shelves and a box
container for all my clothes. Then, I have a shelf and a box container for my
bags. I even gave to charity some of those. But then I’ll buy some
more..>.< There was a time; I was so in to cardigans, jackets, coats. I
have a lot of it. I have different type of cardigans with many colors. I used
to buy black only. Later, I started to like the bright colors and now I have
purple, yellow, red, grey, brown, nude, green, pink, and white. I still want
blue, orange..=P
Then,
I love shirts! Last year, I even had more than 10 apparels that I haven’t wear
at the end of the year. I also started to buy shirts that I think I haven’t the
color yet. I dun really buy blouse because I rarely wear it daily. I’m working
at school and I dun need blouse since I have uniform and I can just wear t-shirt
after that. However, it turns out I have a lot of it in one shelf. Huff…….I
like wearing jeans before. But now, I prefer shorts to long pants. I also didn't like wear dresses before, but now I’m kinda get used to it. With all the
clothes that I have, I still have a problem in deciding what to wear every time
I need to hang out. I can’t decide what to wear. >.<
Some of my bags. Mean: there are more |
No.
3 is shoes or sandals. I never know that I had a lot of it until my mom took
those out one by one from the shelf. Half of the items in there were
mine..>.< And I still have it in my room. But still, I always think that
I dun have an appropriate one. *sigh* definitely something wrong with me!
Recently, I even made buy custom for my fave shoes. But the last time I bought
sandals was 2 months ago, the same thing with bag. I favorite shoes right now is my birthday gift from my boyfriend this year.
When
I decide to clean up my wardrobe, I will find a lot of apparels that I haven’t
wear even once. Some also are too small for me now (yeah, gaining some weighs),
some are just dun find the right time to wear. I just cleaned my big box last week and I gave most 'em to charity since I rarely or not even once wear them.
I’m
not the type of person that I like to do window shopping. Then how come I have a lot of those things?? Well, it because I
prefer online shopping….It even worst, I guess. Huhuhu.. I tried to control
myself before. I was able to reduce it. But when I get stress, I have a strong
feeling of wanting to spend my money on something! Geezzzzz…..I think, I need a
therapy for this. Or….maybe there are a lot of females just like me also.
The
truth is it’s not only outfits that I usually buy. But also accessories, face
treatment, cute stuffs that I dun really need sometimes. But the worst thing is
for the tops! Writing about this make me realize that I do really have to
control myself. I think it is better if I want to buy gold like necklace or
rings. =D However, I'm really starting to control myself. I have to start think about "need" and "want". I have to make the list of my priority now.
"Good shoes take you to good places" _from Hanayori Dango comic series
"The only real elegance is in the mind; if you’ve got that, the rest really comes from it."
— Diana Vreeland