It's been a while. I have been so busy for the past few weeks that I can't even blog walking or writing here.
End of May to early of June, I was busy with my school stuffs. I have to do some corrections before test, practiced the Year End Performance dance with the students, checked the test papers, filled the report, prepared the Parent Teacher Conference stuffs and also my clearance form from the school before end of the school year over.
Last week, I used my whole week for recovery from my bad allergic cough while prepared and rushed stuffs for the photo shoot session for my next project on the weekend. Here are the spoilers.
While this week, I enjoy the whole week with a lot of meet ups, shopping for home cooks and become a real house wife since my in laws are not around. *happy* ^^
And for the highlight is that I FINALLY quit my job! It was a bittersweet moment. I felt relieved and happy but also anxious for that I have to stay at home during day time if I am not doing my business. There was time that I felt that I didn't want to do anything because that I was afraid of the failure.
Regarding with those feelings, I watched a movie last night that help me to think from other point of view. The title was " Miracle from Heaven." It was a movie that based on true story for the coming Easter day about the miracle from God. You can read the synopsis in google to find more about the movie.
I do recommend to watch the movie if there is a point in your life that you lose your faith on what you have believed all this time because of some struggles in your life that happen at the moment.
The bottom line of the movie is seeing miracle around us. After watched the movie, I started to recall people around me and see what they have done to me that I never really realize or appreciate them. I have to say, I am grateful.
I have to have more faith with what I am fighting for in my life will be somewhere good if I do it hard, well and never give up. I also have to remember that the guidance I meet during it is from something greater than myself.
One of the quote I got from the movie is "We get there when we get there."
This one said by the little girl when her mom afraid that nobody will believe her about her moment to heaven. She said this because she doesn't mind with what people will say because it was her experience. She knows it but she doesn't expect people to understand it.
I think it is a good thought. It means that I have to do things without constantly worry about what people will say or think about me as long as I am not doing things that hurt and make someone loss something.
I truly believe that everything that we do and everyone that we meet is put in our path for a purpose. There are no accidents; we're all teachers - if we're willing to pay attention to the lessons we learn, trust our positive instincts and not be afraid to take risks or wait for some miracle to come knocking at our door.