Lebay ye judulnya?
Well, as much as I love Mr. A, I do love my freedom as well.
So, kegalauan belakangan ini salah satunya berhubungan dengan kebebasanku setelah merit nanti.
Simple sih. karena Mr.A dan ak tu dua pribadi yang super bertolak belakang. Kalau Mr. A tu tipe yang tipe co homey. bs dirumah aja dan do same things over and over again. Kalau ak tipe yang suka ngumpul bareng temen-temen, ngobrol2, chit chat, rame2 lah. Trz ak tipe bosenan dengan rutinitas yang gitu2 aja. (That's why I am a teacher, because students will never enough give you stuffs to do ^^)
Pastinya mikir tar abiz merit mo hangout gmn? Mr. A tu jaraanag bgnt mau ikut klo ak ngajak hangout dengan temen2. Dy memilih stay at home during weekend and I'll be the one that going here and there. >.< Nah, Mr. A sih ga melarang yak. Dy bilang "kamu aja yang pergi sama temen-temenmu sendiri.".
Tapiiii..tar abiz merit kn tinggal bareng mertua. Apa katanya yak kalau menantunya ini yang ngelayapan aja? *Oh nooooo*
Jadi gimana tuh?
Jadi....sementara..I say goodbye to my freedom dah.
Sebenarnya, when I was younger (read: jaman kuliah) I would like to go clubbing, drinking or even did some smoke except two things: NO drugs and NO free sex. I am not that stupid to ruin my life for those things. However, dulu tipe my ex -es tu mostly bad boys karena the thrill feeling aja. Tapi those relationships never last than 1 year.
When I graduated and one night I was so drunk and I woke up with terible hangover, I decided to stop myself and don't drink beyond my capacity and stop that for fun smoking,. It's not cool anymore and I feel old.. and it was 10 years ago. I can't tolerate any drinks since that time.
Last Friday, I hang out with my work peers. Judulnya cuma buat senang2. No my boyfriend and met new people. Just ate, drink, karaoke only. I got tipsy tapi masih sober enough to sing. But I knew, I will not have that kind of night anymore in the future because I love what I have now. That was just for fun and thanks to Mr. A who let me go ^^
|they sang passionately *lol*|
|I might won't come back there anymore. Didn't enjoy the food also.|
So, Mr. A selalu jadi co baek2 donk?
Of course not.
Mr. A memang ga suka dengan suara bising dan hingar bingar. Selama kuliah dan sekolah di Indonesia sih dy ga pernah tu clubbing. Tapi beda cerita waktu dy di Cina. malah pernah mabuk juga. Apalagi keluarganya termsuk liquor collectors even his dad can make his own wine. Jadi, dy familiar with liquor jg. Saat nongkrong dengan temen2 dari Cinanya juga dy masih drink or even smoke sometime. Tapi, I know that's not his habit. He does what he needs to do like I do when we hangout with friends.
But his aims is healthy life. Malah kemarin dy bilang uda harus mulai kurangin makan daging2an, bakar2 dan lain2 (he loves steaks so much) aka uda harus jaga makan n hidup sehat. Menurutnya uda saatnya harus lebih jaga kesehatan.
Dipikir2 sih ak masih bisa koq nongkrong dengan temen2 mainku once in a while. Lagian abis merit msh bisa kerja, bisa nongki dulu sebelum pulang, masih bisa jalan ke bazaars, ke cafe, out of town bareng our hubbies n boyfriends (some even with their children). Masih boleh ikut yoga class dan malah masih dikasih bikin usaha bareng temen (he supports me for this). Jadi ya, I still have many gateaway. Most important thing, I knew Mr. A won't restrict me. *lope*
Asal.......g tau diri kali yeee..hehehehe
"I always believe that a man who can't take care of himself well will never capable to show his love towards other as well."